Haven’t cried, won’t cry, not gonna cry.

I feel worthless and want to die! I don’t even know how I’m functioning right now.

I’m going places, I will go far far away and get out of here.

You can come faster please! I need to get out of this place, I finally have no reason to be here anymore.

The worst part to this ending is that I knew it was going to end, we both did. But it was never official. I wish I could’ve said a proper goodbye to my stupidface….

:l

They really look like fingers, like someone is grabbing me. That or ‘I’m beating myself up’ again while I sleep…my grandma told me I do that. Either way my only thought is; ‘Shit, its starting, again.’

Today is ‘family’ day and I’m actually pretty excited for it. I miss everyone a lot, but then this morning I got called into work, meerrrhh….. :/

I already miss him a lot…….merrrhhhh…….I wonder what’s going to happen….:l

I couldn’t think of a better name, lol, deal with it.

I’m starting a fitness blog, not to try to get skinny or whatever but just to be clean an healthy senior year.
I’ll make it later but if you want to follow my progress or try it with me, just message me and I’ll give you the URL. :)

Dammit Aaron!

Tomorrow is the last day for seniors. :’( I’m sad, next year is going to be so different without them. :’/ …………….. I’m not ready for tomorrow.

I’m glad we talked about him leaving, I feel so much better about it. :)